I had a moment of clarity in the shower yesterday morning - I do some of my best thinking there. I had just finished a great meditation, which I'm sure led to the inspiration (channeling my inner Dr. Suess here). It came to me that I have always been taken taken care of. I have always been taken really good care of. Maybe it didn't come from the places that I wanted it to all of the time, but none of that matters. It just doesn't. I have been really blessed. I have always had really loving and wonderful people in my life, and I have always had a relationship with God, Source, allthatis, whatever you call it. In that moment I felt so fortunate - filled with gratitude from my head to my toes.
I wrote this in my journal yesterday - It doesn't matter who or what has taken care of me. The simple fact is, that I have always been provided for. Always been loved. Always been safe. Always been protected. There is no need to be seperate from that.
One of the things I'm working on is Embracing Abundance - wrapping my mind, heart, and soul around it. This was a moment when I could no longer deny that I am abundant and worthy. And I am no longer choosing to affirm lack in my life. I'm choosing to affirm abundance...and there's power in that.